why is sebastian morgenstern your fav character??????? I just????????
i have answered this question too many times to count
but i will answer again just because this is a subject that i feel strongly about and dammit sebby deserves love too
REASONS WHY I LOVE SEBASTIAN MORGENSTERN/WHY HE’S MY FAVORITE CHARACTER:
- he’s so beautiful like ugh
- everything he does is sexy like can you not
- badass all around lbr
- white-blonde hair + black eyes + beautiful face + badass = fUCK ME PLS
- he’s just amazing okay
- and so misunderstood
OKAY NOW IT’S TIME TO BE SERIOUS
Many people hate Sebastian because of what he’s done (i.e. killed Max, tried to have sex with Clary, etc.) and that’s understandable. The thing is, probably about 95% of the TMI fandom misunderstands him. It’s truly astonishing to me to see people in the TMI fandom who hate Sebastian blaming him for everything. Yes, he caused a lot of tragedy and was the main reason for all the loss, but it wasn’t his fault. It was never his fault. It was Valentines. People seem to forget that it was Valentine who injected Sebastian with Lilith’s blood while he was in the womb. Sebastian never wanted to be evil, he never got a chance to live because of what Valentine did. Yet I never see Valentine hate for what he did to Sebastian, which, in my opinion, is probably the worst thing anyone could ever do. He wanted a stronger and faster Shadowhunter—a whole new, much more powerful race of Nephilim. And he didn’t stop to think about the consequences of that choice. And because of his poor decisions, Sebastians life was absolute crap. His mother abandoned him, he never had an ounce of love his entire life, not even his own father loved him—and he was the one who created him. I cannot stress to you enough HOW MUCH OF A SHIT LIFE SEBASTIAN HAS HAD. Seriously. It’s so sad.
Moving on. Sebastian was raised to act with human emotions while Lilith’s blood scorched his veins that VALENTINE PUT THERE. Because of that blood, his thoughts are corrupted and warped. He sees things differently—most of all, love. He doesn’t understand the concept of love, because he can’t. But he does love Jace and Clary, in his own way. He ordered his Endarkened ones to leave Jace and Clary unharmed. He wanted Clary to rule beside him. He wanted Clary to love him and accept him. To be proud of him. He doesn’t know what he’s doing is bad (if he does, then he doesn’t know why it’s bad). Despite being evil and corrupted, he wanted someone to love him, he wanted it so badly. Neither of his parent’s loved him, nor did the two people who he wanted most to love him.
***WARNING: COHF SPOILERS***
In Sebastians—Jonathans—last few dying breaths, he knew he could never be forgiven for everything he had done; he had sinned too much. He knew that he should have been killed long ago. He also knew that he had never been given a chance to live. He wished that he could have been the son he had been meant to be, the brother he had been meant to be; the boy with the green eyes. And I cried like a fucking baby because he had the same dreams as Clary WHEN LILITH’S BLOOD STILL SCORCHED HIS FUCKING VEINS. HE DREAMED OF THE BOY WITH GREEN EYES. OF HER AND JACE’S WEDDING. OF HIM BEING WHO HE WAS MEANT TO BE. BUT HE WAS ROBBED OF THAT HAPPY LIFE. ROBBED OF IT BEFORE HE WAS EVEN FUCKING BORN. He was robbed of being happy and LOVED.
***END OF SPOILERS***
And THAT, dear anon, is why I fucking love Sebastian and why I will defend him at all costs because GODDAMMIT HE DESERVES TO BE LOVED.
And I stg if anyone who reads this still thinks it’s Sebastians fault—FIGHT ME.
Now if you’ll excuse me I’m going to go crawl into a corner and cry while I drown in all of these Sebastian feels about the boy who could have been, but never will be.
I HAVE FINALLY FOUND THE PAINT JOB I NEED ON MY CAR.
Imagine the fear when people are walking hella slow in front of your car and you yell “MOVE FUCKER” at them
Normally I don’t reblog newer cars, but that paint is fucking awesome.
Id fucks with it
The real problem with books-turned-movies isn’t “omg they didn’t include every single word in the book” it’s “omg they completely overlooked the main theme, threw out any significant allegories, took away all the emotional pull, an turned it into a boring action movie with a love triangle in it”
But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?
- Mark Twain
This is honestly my favorite quote. It’s changed how I look at life and religion.
no but imagine if you drank too much at a bar and then passes out on the floor and no-one could find your pulse so hours later you woke up in the ER or worse a morgue
Dude fake murders. Frame people. Scare the shit out of everyone. Pretend to be dead.
fail gym because you dont have a pulse for them to measure
CPR class: “can i have a volunteer?”
Halloween…be a zombie. Without a pulse. Hell yes.
… How could you possibly not have a pulse if blood were pulsing through your veins? I’m not a doctor but I think that has to be happening for you to live.
It’s because the blood flows continuously instead of in bursts.
It is called a ventricular assist device (VAD). It is used to replace the function of a failing heart or for short term use, typically for patients recovering from heart attacks or heart surgery.
I read this out loud to boyfriend and he just went “ohhhhhhhhh”
CEOs all runnin around terrified of blue shells from the homeless